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22 October 2007 @ 06:10 pm
I am an ex-anorexic  
I am an ex-anorexic
2007-10-22 01:03 am UTC
My name is Katelyn, I'm 19 years old and I DO understand. But what you are doing here, setting goal weights and calorie counting and getting drug ideas to lose weight is just worsening the problem. My doctor wouldn't approve a group anorexic session becuase you just feel the pressure and thrill of beating someone elses goal or following what they have done. You are encouraging eachother into an early grave. I lost 41 pounds in 2 months, I was 99 pounds. I started to go into kidney failure and I had no idea. I understand what you see when you stand infront of the mirror, because i've been there and a small part of me will always be there with you. You never realize how close to death you really are, the chance of never have children or having heart problems and osteoprosis your whole life... if you make it to having a whole life. Please, I'm pleading to you. Get help.. I know it seems like the darkest thing in the world and you would give ANYTHING to be a stick. Please.. consider what you are doing to not only your life.. but the life of others, by slowly murdering myself.. I was killing my family and my friends.. well by the end of my disease I only had one friend left. I'm begging you to just talk to someone.. talk to anyone. I'm here to talk to if anyone needs help. Leave a comments and I will send you my email. Life is so precious and death is so real.